This is the time when every single hope I’ve been keeping for a long time doesn’t seem to become a reality anytime soon.

This is the time when all fears I’ve been trying to evade for my whole life are becoming real and frightening the hell out of me.

This is the time when I don’t even know how’d I ever face the world with a big smile hanged on this stupid scary face.

This is the time when even my own body is no longer convenience to bear my soul.

This is the time when every single thing I’ve been doing to help doesn’t even earn me a thank.

This is the time when friends and enemies are look alike each other.

This is the time when not even someone I’ve been seeing as my role model looks like a sinner.

This is the time when everything seems as gray as my personality.

This is the time when I post something fluctuating everywhere.

This is the time when time doesn’t run as it’s supposed to be.

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